Dear Future Life Artist
Today I was meditating on how different my life is from 2 years ago. I had lived in the dark not knowing who I was or who I wanted to be. Lived depressed and attracting all kinds of negative things to my life. I even thought maybe God destined me to suffer and that is my purpose in life. "My destiny is to cry every day and hope my life ends soon", it's what I used to say out loud. See the thing is, I disliked myself so much I wanted to be someone else. I would add someone's laughter to mine, wear outfits I didn't think looked good on me just so that I would look cool like someone else, I would even eat things I disliked to be like someone else. I spent so much time looking at the mirror and seeing someone else and not ME. When I finally hit rock bottom found myself at a crossroad, I said: "Mariel either you try and kill yourself again or you find help" So I obviously chose help as I'm still here writing to you.
So I searched for a therapist that could find the root of all my problems. In the beginning the sessions were about me crying over who hurt me, who did this and that to me, how I had no friends, how no one liked me, etc etc. Until one day she said " Ok Mariel we are not moving forward because giving you tools to handle your emotions towards your past and your present is not helping. Let's start by finding Mariel."
I was like what??? Are you saying all this suffering is my fault? Lady give me a break!!!
Well she didn't give me a break and made me find ME.
When I finally found ME, little by little I kept working on myself and changing the way I treated the woman in the mirror. All of the sudden I realized who I was. I was a woman with beauty inside and out but her insecurities where keeping her hidden in a cocoon, just like a butterfly before she spreads her wings and flies as far as possible. That is when I decided I didn't want to be invisible anymore, I wanted to discover myself and expose Mariel to the world. That is how I became The Life Artist. But what is a Life Artist? Well is a woman who feels beautiful and is willing to claim her gifts with confidence and create the life of her dreams and inspire others in the process.
So if you are hidden in a cocoon and you feel like you are ready to break out of it, join me in this Beautiful and Confident movement for women. Start by downloading my free Ebook 5 Steps to Becoming The Artist of Your Own Life @www.thelifeartist.net and start changing the way you treat the woman in the mirror.
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